Archive for July, 2005

Storm’s Coming

Monday, July 25th, 2005

Ship_1Is the end of the world coming? 

When i look at CNN and its reporting of bombing and the starving children of Africa, i look at myself in shame and wonder what more can i do for them?

The sky that seemed so blue yesterday now fills the air with menace.
As i sit here in my comfy bedroom in Roppongi, i think of the storm that is about to come and the trees that will be broken and of those who will lose their home. Will they look back in awe of the clouds that swill now or will they think of the things they would have been able to save?

For sure i know God has his purpose or David and me. If not so why would he save us from a car accident?( We had just gotten the car but  at one moment when we were on a small hill with other cars waiting, our car stalled) .  If not so why would we be be save dispite the 2 earthquakes that had manifested themselves here? If not so why would he love sinners like us?

Honestly, i feel sad for that will be lost in a storm (typhoon) with no where to hide.  But Life’s not like this. So many time God has offered to hold us through the stormy weather, so many times he has brought us save from the storms of our lives if only we let him ;)

I only pray that he will use me, like a ship in a storm. Though the sea is vast and deep and the storm dwells to great heights, I AM not afraid for the Lord is my Master and he is in control.

" I have Faith in God that it will happen just as he told me."
- Acts 27: 25

AHHHHH

Friday, July 1st, 2005

AHHHHH I just deleted everything that i wrote earlier. To summarise:
i love the modem speed. i spoke online with eunice and meixuan , 1 in hawaii the other in uk. been doing housework, been trying to cook and now i’ve been online for 4 hours and my bones are aching. n fiona mayb coming next friday.

Btw (bytheway) we are going to check out cars tomm ;) heee hee

I have been letting my creative juice flow, drew 2 pic….amateurs will try to scan it next time. i have to take a jap test next mon :( my husband wants me to have a life..not that i don’t hee heee..

Been reading : Narnia and a story of christian miracles, the power of books is jus so wonderful, i really feel so inspired and i pray that God will use me and david to help others. Despite the tireness that we feel once in a while , we always ( and he trys very hard) to pray and read together, its something that i always look forward  too. Been looking back in my life and i wondered how in the world did i get to live a dream life like this. It is a miracle :)

Tell you something funny i tried to fry some potatoes and the oil started flying everywhere, ha ha was using a very shallow pan..too shallow will learn that lesson. david doesn’t know ha ha though. N do you know i get to read free magazines at a bookstore something like borders, there’s a starbucks there so i just have to buy a drink and voila free maz…hee hee.

But despite the housework, the food making and the channel surfing i want to do more and i look forward to classes and having the chance to share with others….may God use me.

We love because God first loved us.
1 John 4:19