Home again
Thursday, December 15th, 2005 Its almost Christmas. The Birth of Our Lord Jesus Christ. The times of Christmas Parties and well wishes with friends. What a haste it was when i went back . Wished i could have spend more time with more people but i couldn’t so please don’t blame me 
My house (my mom’s house) seem so small. I noticed that everything had seemed to aged with the passing of half a year. Even my mom looked more tired. My sister; her usual self being the strong beautiful girl that she is she tries always to be brave. I guess the touch of love brings great joy. By the way today is her birthday (HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TING!!!)
Miss the times where we went out as a family for birthday treats. My dad seemed fine. Still his perky , uncleish self..ha haa no he seems really more at peace with himself…he has spotted a rather becoming silver goatee..hee hee.
I guess this is the time where i miss home the most, yet strangely it feels right being here next to david. My new role.
If going back to singapore was like returning to a mother’s warm embrace, leaving was like knowning when to let that embrace go.
As the plane took flight i looked at my hometown and wondered how leaving is unbearable and belonging to someone helps.
I think that despite our little quarrels and tight schedule we managed to get the massage from God. He loves us. He is with us. And no matter how hurt we may get He will be (there/here Singapore/ Tokyo ) looking down on us with loving eyes and open arms. If we let him.
So much more to tell …promise to write again soon…
"God so loved the World , that he gave his only son…"
