Phoebs Up

When you go to a supa and the food that you take is for him. When you rent a video you think of the ones that he would like too. When his snoring annoy  you so you wear ear plugs to block them out. When old flings and cute guys appear in front of you but you only have goo goo eyes for him.  When the his face when he sleeps looks so angelic to you. When he surprises you with visits in the afternoon and kisses in the morning.  When he nags at your weakness though he knows you never listen.

Honestly, i never thought i could be a one man woman. By the grace of God and David’s love that fills me I’ve never felt more loved.  True there are times of disagreement and many more to come. But i have true confidence that WE can do it with God’s help as he has shown us this year.

On our anniversary , we laughed at how ’round’ our faces have become…and vow to be trimmer come summer…i think back and thought how easily we have settled as a couple because David had often taken the lead. It must be tiring being the leader all the time.  So i hope for this coming year i will be able to shoulder some responsibilities too.

Honey i love you and Thank God every single day for you.

Happy 1st and many more to come. Let me be that wife. And husband love your wife (always).

" A wife of noble character who can find?
she is worth far more than rubies.
Her husband has full confidence in her
and lacks nothing of value.
She brings him good, not harm,
all the days of her life."- proverbs 31:10-12

For 19th March 2006

Yipee that’s me . I think it is the change of the seasons of something in the air. Its been almost 4 days of dizziness and cloudiness. Hee hee must be the meds. Spring is certainly in the air we see cherry blossoms blooming every where.


-its just being to bloom . At some places there are rolls and rolls of trees in bloom.

-here’s some up close and personal.

The trip to nikko was wonderful . ahhh my throat just seems to have moments to minty (ness) and my brain feels like its floating not a good sign ..time for medicine…I’m excited though. My 3 pals from SIA will be staying with me this week YIppeee and my best friend ( one of 2) will be coming next week ( double Yippeeeee) i just hope i will miraculously recover by then which is in an hour time…where to bring them???? Shopping in harajuku? cherry blossom viewing? errr not sure but we’ll get there… the good point is these gals that are coming today have kinda been here before so they will know what they want ..hee hee really it is very sweet of them to come. See in my mind they are coming just to visit me and it won’t matter if go any where or not..ha ha..just kidding.

okie okie too many things to say too little time…i promise to write again.for now ..more pics coming…

- i like this pic of the sakura in twlight against the tokyo tower.
totemo kirei (its beautiful)

* All things bright and wonderful. All creatures great and small….the Lord , God made them all :)*

Was it the golden medal or the card with the sad but hilarious note that reminded me of her. It has to be the hours of Gilmore girls that i have been watching. We used to spend Sundays debating if we should go out or watch it.  We were two peas in a frozen pod, to couches waiting to be baked, ah huh my royally, joined at the hip till i was married- sister.

I sometimes mourn at the lost of our child/teen hood. Where often we fear the wrath of our mother’s sharp tongue cutting the morning air ( love you mum The mad dash to toilet and arguing about who needed to leave the house sooner.  Her lingering outside my door with a "jie, i need help" every 10min or so into my dressing. Our meeting of minds whenever my dad goes on about something that he is reminiscing about (love you too dad) .

Whatever it was, whenever it was.  I missed it.  Who said things remain the same after you get married? Who said the super power of Internet could keep relationships constant?  And that time would stand still when you had the most wonderful time with that someone. Well, it doesn’t and we have no one to blame except time. So make time. I try to will time. Think that it is not by means a measure.

What am i trying to say here?

I miss my sister. I did not realize how much taking her for granted could do for me. I feel I don’t tell her a love her enough. So here it is,

" I love you baby sis and not a day goes by that i do not wish we had longer time together. But I’ll be back soon to fill where i have left off and to continue the "real" relationship that we have (aka you staying over at my new house, you microwaving something for me). Just don’t go throttling off to another country before i get to you. And HAPPY BELATED BALANTIANE DAY that’s japanese for happy valentine’s day.

Go hug your sibling even if they don’t care.