Phoebs Up

Sorry. Could not have possibly write sooner. Guess what ?? My sis came to surprise me. Of course i was surprised! And so touched. She used her Vincent time to make it mine and well i tried my best to make her happy. Look at her happy faces..

I miss her…..

You know what is funny….h ah a the mai ham song…..i cannot believe how they would actually make a song about our..you know who…just go youtube.com and search for mai ham..you will know what i mean..no offense.

So i’m shifting slowly and steadily to motherhood..NO NO i am not pregnant but the sub-parent of one Schnauzer.(Only till our friend returns)  Its our friend’s but he had to return to Sing suddenly. Cooper (his name) is quite a sweetie but it still yucks me to scoop up shit that is still warm….eeeee…bathing him was fun though. Maybe i will do a make over for him.

Been learning alot in Romans studies too…will write more about that soon i promise…

Till now time to be a mummy, my darling……awaits.

Err how big headed can i get right?
Well just that this time of the year i get especially Sad and somewhat bored ..I usually plan something great with my Good friends on our Birthdays and now that they are not here with me i feel like a part of me or 2 parts of me are lost… thus the need to think making one self happy ha ha. Well the one thing i should be thankful for is the fact that i have a great hubby..don’t know what he is up too…hmmmm.

Oh yes today is my Dad’s birthday " HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!" think i will give him a call later. May you have a wonderful and delicious dinner with Ting and Vince.

I read my friends blogs and i think to myself how are they able to freely write. I admire the fact that they do not mind people reading what they feel. I sometimes wonder do we write what we want think people want to hear or what we want to say? A little of both i guess. I think the difficult part for me is the fact that i worry what people think, perhaps too much. I should just let go i think…let the creative juices flow..ha ha.

Anyhow this is my resolution for this year. I am going to be 28. 2 more years till I’m 30. I shall embraced that with much dignity and lots of fear and excitement.

1. Thou shall be wiser and less clumsy.
2. Thou shall not be a mother so soon, unless i (& David) are absolutely sure God plans otherwise.
3. Thou shall try to look fitter and may my clothes fit better too
4. Thou shall learn some form of art, music or dance (may not have such luxury or energy in the years to come).)
5. Thou shall love my husband and friends better.( okay this should be top of list)

But really the most important thing is that I live an enriching and fulfilling life here with David. The past year and a half has been incredible. I’ve learnt that it is not easy to be a leader. It is hard to practice what you preach and that though you are married to an ideal person you are still both imperfect and that only God can mold you. Shall continue to learn.

So my friends wait for my return. Meanwhile you shall be greatly missed and i shall enjoy all things Japanese on behalf of you all :P. No seriously , Miss you all .

Shall write soon.