On the Island
Another sleepless night perhaps, well actually i’m feeling so strange. Since i got here things have changed so much and i wonder if i can go back to Tokyo the same girl. Been thinking of all the people that i have lost contact with and how life goes on day to day , year to year. I guess death is a part of life. Just feeling melancholy and a little lost.
I miss David sometimes i feel like he is the rock in my life and without him i tend to think of my old ways. Funny how human we are and though God forgives us for our sins, He always needs to remind us how tempting they can be.
I feel selfish. Just wanted time to myself and just wanted to make myself happy. Too much things going through my mind. Seeing my mom get upset sometimes just makes me worry more. Would time ease all troubles away?
What are trials but to give us strength…
" show me thy ways, O Lord; teach me thy paths…" psalm 25:4
