I Find Comfort
I find my tears flowing at the weirdest places. During dinner while we discuss his work. In the bathroom as i read an article. Listening to Bocelli’s haunting voice.
I miss her.
I found a bottle of something she made for me. Another one i had kept a long time and has been passed its expiry. Why does everything have a shelf life?
I keep myself busy since I’ve been back. Really who could ask for more? A loving devoted husband. One’s own home. A God that i can call upon in this time of sadness. Yet for most of the time i hide my hurt deep inside me. There are others whose grief are greater than mine. Other people than i can pray for. Joyous occasion to look forward too.
Yet thinking back, i started to feel sad when i saw Mummy’s tears as she whispered " I’m so glad you were here at this time for me.." Perhaps I’m slow to feel..perhaps God was protecting me. I looked at their faces and cherished the fact that they had sent me. Hugs given with great abundance and tears for the journey that I’ll keep till i return again.
My sister who has without warning grown. Still need more growing though so do i 
Y’s poems moved me..how much more do i treasure words that God have given.
Lost friends that met me, i feel grateful and blessed that God has kept them well and that we have this bond that’s never ending.
Cousins whose bond have grown thru this time.
Miss Moo’s tears shed are precious, so is her friendship to me.
Nothing greater that time well spent there in Singapore.
But here’s to life back here. Sent here to do HIS work. Sent to bring more hope and glory to HIS kingdom.
Promised HIM I’ll do better this year.
" The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding."-Proverb 9:10
Proverb 3:5-6" Trust in the Lord….with all your heart"
Proverb 19:21"Many are the plans in man’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that Prevails."
With HIM what else can i fear?
Ever yours,
