Phoebs Up

I am bruised all over. Heroic or idiotic me tried to joined an advance dance class yesterday night only to find out that though in your mind you are 22 your out -of- shape body tells you to wake up ;p

Being singaporean female also means that killer cramps and lack of hip-hop skills doesn`t mean you crawl to the corner of the dance hall and throw in the towel.

And so i endured the 2hour warm up and dance class. Fun?  Yes . Lots of Pain? Totally. Some body really has to start exercising.

As to why i have not been writing?  I think i have been trying to avoid thinking all together these days. Sometimes i think i take up classes to enrich my life or to justify my life over here. I am a little lost as to what i can or should do  with my 2  more years over here.

There are days where i feel like i am missing out on the lives of those so dear to me in singapore.

Other times i cling on the precious time that i have with D over here.

Perhaps its the age factor ( next year being the big 3 0 ), mid-life?? I do find myself wondering about alot of things.

Yet today`s preparation  for sunday school helped me.

Mark 5:21-36 The story of the  Dead Girl and the Sick Women.

How often we lose faith in the many things/people around us. Yet the Father of the dead girl sought Jesus and believed that He could heal his beloved daughter.

And the Women that had bleed for many years believed that as long as she could touch Jesus`s clothes she would be healed.

How often we hide the wounds in our hearts and the pain in our soul. If only we could surrender and have faith as easily.

I try to tell myself that too. Surrender. Have Faith. Live for His Glory and return victorious.

So here i am telling myself that its past the other half of 2007 time to restart goals

Miss all at home and Yan , Anand truly enjoyed your company over here. Sorry we were not great host ;p

"Don`t be afraid, Just believe" Mark 5:36

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